you lie, you lie

driving along i was overcome by such beautiful sadness that i could feel
the tears behind my eyes. i kept saying 'oh not now, please not now.' i
still want to cry, and my heart hurts.

i'm in love.
i'm in love with.
i'm in love with you.

a 113 year old woman, the oldest citizen of south carolina, died today.
what did she know? what did she remember when she took her last breath?